Funny not so funny.... I've had a MAJOR BREAKDOWN over these last 2 years-and it hasn't been pretty. At all. What do I mean? I mean I FELL APART. Messy. Ugly. Running towards self destructive and dangerous situations. Everything I'm familiar with and all the things I'd come to love about my life fell apart, Completely. And I have not had a clue how to fix it. The challenge....Letting go of my old life. Familiarity. Comfort. Everything I worked so hard to create. The